I’m going to tell you a story but I’d like you to participate in it…
Imagine you are carrying something inside of you that you don’t know what it is. It is a small pixel before your eyes and you rarely focus on it… One day you decide to focus on it and something even smaller inside of it, flashes in a split second before your eyes like subliminal stimuli and you come to a sudden realization that you have been carrying and carrying, and carrying it every second of your existence up until now…
Well, to tell you… This actually happened to me a few days ago… I had to shatter to billion pieces to get a glimpse of that little flashy subliminal stimuli, as I call it, which is located in a little pixel inside my eye. And for some reason, I was lucky enough to catch it. I grabbed the envelope and opened it so fast as if someone was chasing me to get it from me. It was a note from the Universe saying:
YOU ARE ALREADY HERE.
Love,
The Universe…
“Whoa! Hold up. Where am I?”
“I am already here… Don’t ask stupid questions” I said to myself.
My face was still wet from my tears but insights were coming and coming…What if at the end of the path of all the thresholds it is me waiting there. My purest, my most authentic self?
I’ve been taught to build and create here as to live and have a life, but what if I am here to clean up? What if I am here to clean everything that’s inauthentic to me, to figure out what it is and leave it behind, so to get to my most authentic self?And what about the fights I put up with all my life? Did I fight with myself? With the Universe inside and outside of me?
The more I fought the more fights the Universe had to offer! Fights of all sorts, and the better I got at them the harder they got!
HOLD ON! Wait a second.
I relinquish from any further fight… I resist nothing then… I need peace.
But need comes from a state of lack of peace, so I should put myself in a state of peace as to quiet myself… And quietly walk the line…What about LOVE?
How do I love myself?
Well, FALL IN LOVE!
You need to really fall in love. Make the biggest jump and do that extra flip before the ultimate free fall!
But NOT WITH ANOTHER PERSON!
Fall in love with the Universe which is ultimately YOU. Fall in love, lose the grip on the control wheel. Fall all in, deep in…. You are already there, anyway.
You are GREATNESS in and of itself…
Do not think about mortality, do not think about matter… Do not think about anything, just fall, as fast and as hard as you can…
I understand now…
I have made the unspoken, unwritten, but ever-existing CONTRACT OF AGREEMENT with the Universe.
It is not a Benevolent Universe, it is not a FAIR Universe.
It is an EVER-Agreeing with me Universe…Whatever is inside of me: Fear, doubts, dissatisfaction, lack of love, lack of understanding, lack of peace, lack of energy: IT WILL AGREE WITH ME AND GIVE ME EXACTLY THAT.
Need generates more need.
Wanting generates more wanting.
Hate generates more hate.
But if you come from a state of peace and love with the ALL you will get all the peace and love…
A bliss.
Fullness.
Love.
Nothing more BUT NOTHING LESS!
A state of Greatness…
Dear Universe,
I am already THERE…
Love
A.T.
